Friday, July 03, 2009
I think all this negativity stuffs are getting into me.. must brain wash myself to think positively... *think positive*.. *think positive*.. Must channel all negative thoughts away.. and bring in Positive ones...
Suppose to have a Melaka trip this wkend but tak jadi.. too many obstacles.. first the period, then the car, then two other friend's car cant be used too.. better dun try too hard them.. maybe it's not His will for us to go on this trip, this time.
Maybe i should take this opportunity to stay at home, clean the house, play with my dog, cook a nice meal for hubby, who have been stressed up about his work too.. find time to talk to Him, read up the Bible.. missed this week's Life group which means more reading to do!..
Yeap.. i think that's how i will spend my weekend..
Friday, July 03, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
What arse luck.. yesterday, i was screaming in pain at the clinic coz of my period cramps.. after that, my car got banged.. by some idiot who i guess, reversed into my car just drove off.. just like that... WTF? how more irresponsible and inconsiderate can people get? at least u leave a number or something if you are in a hurry, rite?
Gah.. dunno what's with the luck this few days.. gotta pray harder for His protection and mayb this bumpy ride pass on soon..
I've been experiencing bad menstrual cramps since forever, each mth i dread the period coming, as i dunno how bad it will be, certain months, it is bearable, at times, it is so bad that i have to be carried to the clinic, screaming away in pain, to get a jab from the doctor, which was what happened to me yesterday.... at work -_-" i guess its the pinapple i ate at Krabi earlier.. i LOVE pinapple, but i cant eat them, anytime, any amount.. even just a bite.. it will cause my cramps to be terribly bad.. sigh.. wonder will i ever grow out of this pain, or just have to put up with the pain for the rest of my life?
Dear God.. why did you make women with periods, and make some of us suffer through it?
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Still in a moody mood today.. stomach bloated for more than a week but the 'aunty' is not here yet >.< sigh.. really hate the 'coming or not' time...
The MIL is here for a few days.. which means everythg is not going to be normal.. sienz.. still cant bring myself to treat her as the MIL.. dunno why.. seems that we are people from 2 diff worlds.. chicken and duck, cat n dog, heaven n earth, edu and not.. sienz... not to mention that i still hate her for interfering in my wedding and smuggling an alien into my dinner... cant wait till the MIL go home!
Normally when the ILs are here and i have my own car, i'll purposely work late or drive myself to my friend's hse to chat after work till late at nite.. i'll jz go home, bath n sleep.. but this time i cant do that.. we are down to one car, which means i have to guai guai go home after work.. sigh~
Wait a min.. mayb thats y im
moody-ier this 2 days!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Today im feeling a bit cranky.. not just because its a Monday, just that i hate when ppl rush me in the morning.
My mornings usually starts when my alarm sets off at 8.00 am. than i'll snooze it. 2nd ring will be at 8.09am, where i will snooze it again. 3rd rings is at 8.18am, which i normally will be awake, but laze on the bed for a bit.. once im feeling freshed, i'll get up by the 4th snooze @ 8.27am.
This morning in particular, being a Monday, i wanted to sleep-in till the 4th snooze, but the hubby came waking me up by 3rd snooze.. im the person who does not appreciate ppl interrupting my beauty sleep.. when ppl come waking me up before the time that im suppose/want to wake up, i'll get angry, hence my cranky-ness today..
U see, ever since the hubby's accident, we are down to one car, which of coz will be driven by him. My work hours are not the most accomodation one.. one day i can work till 8pm, and the other i can leave by 5.45pm.. Where as the hubby is also having flexi-working hours..
Having just one car between us and our working hours means that there are days when i can only leave the office at 5.45pm, but have to wait till 6.45pm b4 the hubby can come pick me up. or vice versa, i can only leave the office by 7pm, but the hubby is here at 6pm.. which them i will feel guilty for letting him wait so long..
In the mornings, i can reach the office at 9.15am, but the hubby have to reach his office by 9am, which mean i have to reach my office at 8.50am or so..
I just pray that this situation will be over soon, when the hubby find a new car, and im back to driving myself to work whatever time i want, and leave office whenever i want..
anyway.. jz wanted to blog this out hoping that it'll reduce my crancky-ness.
back to work!..
** Updates: Come to think of it, its the PMS talking..sigh~
Monday, June 29, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
As the new of the death of Pop Legend, Michael Jackson spreads like wild fire this morning, i can't help but to feel sad. Clearly he has made an impact in our lives whether or not we liked him or his songs.. i cant think of anyone growing up, and never heard of MJ.. personally he is like a legend to me, his songs, his life.. may he rest in peace.
On a happier note, i'm meeting Wee today for dinner..:) looking forward to my plank pizza, and chocolate truffle tart.. Yummy!.. if you forgotten, i blogged abt chocolate truffle tart
before.. its like the bestest chocolate desert i've ever eaten in my life!
Yesterday's Life Group session of interesting.. last week, i manage to find an interesting article on 'How to Pray'.. coincidently, it was the topic of the week! Ever wonder why are some of our prayers are not answered?
Matthew 7:7 says 'Ask, and you shall receive, seek and you may find'..
i asked... but why it is not granted?
James 4:3 says ' You asked, and do not receive, because you asked wrongly'
something worth pondering.... :)
I've learn to pray the proper way.. do not be problem-centred when praying, but be God-centred.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Ever since coming back from Krabi, i've been getting dizzy spells and nausea off and on during the day.. dunno is it the after effect of the seasick i had during my Krabi trip? Don't think it'll last this long rite..? almost 2 weeks already..
The peak of the spells normally comes after lunch.. hmm.. mayb is the weather.. Lots of ppl asked if im pregnant.. haha.. its shouldn't be and im hoping not! am definately not ready for a baby yet.. haha..
Anyway, its getting milder.. hopefully it'll be back to normal soon..
On the other note.. jz got news not long ago that CF got laid off his work in Aust.. short of just 1 more month for him to collect points for his PR application, and he has to fulfill another full year of work, to re-gain the points again.. Life.. mayb God got some other plans for him? will keep him in our prayers, may he shall find his path..
**Updates: CF jz said that he got a job.. and his points can be transfered! The miracles work of God again. Before i went to bed last nite i was praying to Him.. and He listened :)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
- Blog is under construction -
After 3 yrs, i've finally decided to give a facelift to my very neglected blog.. hopefully i can revive it and continue with what i've started..
Tune in later
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Im back..! hehe.. jz realised that my last post was 6 mths ago.. also didn do a good job updating the wedding blog thou :P
updates updates..
to summarize it all:
1) im happily married, the wedding went well despite having a alien wedding crasher at my dinner..
2)i just came bk from Krabi, call it a Honeymoon, or birthday Gift from hubby.. its just the 2 of us.. the place is beautiful.. thou not much shopping to be done! :P
3) received a delayed 1st wedding anniversary gift from hubby.. VERY late.. but its worth EVERY second waiting.. hehe.. i got my 1st COACH bag.. OMG!
4) im learning to pray ( i haven't been the most religious person in the world), learining to understand Him.. have been attending Life Group for almost 2 months, found it very interesting.. perhaps i can learn to include Him in my life..
thats all for now.. hoping that i get to update this blog more often now (depends on the workload too)..
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
